You can only play the ball in front of you.
It is good to prepare for that shot you really want to hit and it is also good to reflect on the shots you missed – both in moderation.
However, what matters most right now is playing the ball in front of you.
How you hit that is both the culmination of what you’ve learnt from the past as well as the path to what you want to do in the future.
Focus on playing it well.